guolai [he/him, they/them]

I feel you, refolde. I get the pull towards misanthropy everyday. That being said, regardless what you choose to do, I’ll try to stick alive. As much as there will be a point where I reached the same bottom doomerism that I was in for the past three years, I have resolved to at least stay alive to accomplish as much as I can as pointless of an endeavor it can be. I have far more value alive to do something even if I don’t have the ability to do much.

What I want/need to do, however, I don’t know but even if I end up dead for whatever reason (Israelis or otherwise) being just another number, it would be the choice I made before it is sealed for me.

This is a hard pill to swallow. Unless something happens within the next century (or within the war itself), it’s likely going to be case that Zionist gets to nudge on. A massive regret and setback. A reminder of how much money and power just rules over this damned world.

The only saving grace is that U.S. failure could nudge the needle but given how ruthless the Zionist entity has been in stifling anyone who even remotely stands against them, it’s unlikely even if the old monsters die with the reins, that anyone even thinks of being anti-zionists will be outed before they even get any chance.

I’ll refuse to accept the state as long as I live. There is no karma, no one will get comeuppance but we will still try to see it through.

I hope this can happen to the U.S. soon (probably not within my lifetime though).

My first thought was Dwarf Fortress dwarfed too hard which resulted in the creation of the “dwarf games” tag.

I have been cleaning dirty rooms around my farm house lately. Feeling proud of it as well as keeping some of my ADHD in check with medication. Still a little sad with the general international news with still a difficult period ahead but I am trying to not dive into doomerism.

Congratulations! I wish the best of luck for your endeavors.

Pineapple Bear…Pineapple Beer

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I am watching Witch Hat Atelier slowly mainly because I am busy but I really liked episode 5 and episode 6, I can’t wait to revisit them in the manga.

Otherwise, my school started and I am trying my best not to be super snappy about it but in other good news, I just finished a long running DND 5e campaign with my group of friends. We are about to start a rather exciting Pathfinder 2e campaign in the following week. We just had our session 0 and I am kinda excited to experience something new after playing only 5e for way too long (mostly because we were kinda stuck in the world and wanted to finish the stuff there, I think we would jump to other boards much sooner if we weren’t invested).

surpass that Tim guy from Pellet Bees.

Megabear.

Good, it’s the least that can be done with this man.

I won a particularly hard CPU battle in my video game today, so I am a little proud.

I do think we should at least limit them until the U.S. actually does something that matches with his rambles. Mainly, I also feel that people will eventually end up hearing whatever Trump posted in their usual news anyway.

I know I am creatively bankrupt when I name my Dynasty Warriors edit characters (OCs) after the hit travesty that is Return of his Majesty (皇帝回乡).

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Today and yesterday, I got so frustrated with being slightly inconvenienced by my computer. Yesterday, I tried to wipe some stuff from my browser history so that it won’t pop up when I search for something similar which did include my cookies for just the last hour. My computer freezes, and ends up wiping all of my cookies (luckily not my history and bookmarks although that has happened before with a Firefox update). That was really annoying.

Today, I was locked in on discovering some really old stuff that some people were asking for the source way back then…only to be met with an entire system update which explains why my browser was just super unresponsive (although half of it was likely from the heat) when I was like really close to getting to the source. So yay for that time waster until the update was done.

and to throw one last wrench, Firefox also has an update today which again, I only realized because my browser is chugging…

I know that what those people mean by “normal” mostly is to not alienate people within and out of your movement for pragmatic reasons but it always raised an eyebrow with me. At least from other TrueAnon redditors who uses that quote, there is always an air of cutting out the undesireables less it sabotage the movement. It also doesn’t help that many of those people also tended to usually point the issue with LGBT, the homeless, people of color and disabled folks first. Asking for them to be quiet so that the “normal” people can get things done.

That’s cool!