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LeylaLove [she/her, love/loves]
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Cake day: August 18th, 2023
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3·1 day agoThis would be if they weren’t the Loli defender! Hell no I’m not trying to find no money for someone I hate this much lol
Bump amber whataboutism
CW: Me celebrating a pedo going homeless
My shitty ass roommate finally fucked up! They were supposed to mow the lawn last week and didn’t, so the house manager is probably kicking them out because they won’t be able to pay a fine this week. Normally I would try to find money for this person, but this is the person that was defending Loli a few weeks ago. I have to share a room with them, and I just have to look at them while they snore sleeping all throughout the day and I’m just disgusted by them. They’re not even actually an addict (their admission) they’re just pretending to be an addict to stay here, which wouldn’t bother me if they weren’t also a fucking pedophile.
Fuckin hate this person. They’re a terrible roommate and I’ll celebrate when they’re gone.
6·2 days agoWow that looks fucking awful
Bump amber whataboutism
Agreed. I’m a food service worker through and through. There is something really special about being able to serve other people. I’ve heard from some people on here that they’d want to see sit-down style restaurants abolished under communism. Specifically because of the dynamic a customer has with their waiter. However, I really see this as more of a problem with capitalism than a problem with having a waiter. I’m not saying everybody whose a waiter loves their job, plenty don’t, but I know a lot of people who would still want to continue being waiters and waitresses in a post-revolution world. Hell, I’d expect it to get better because they wouldn’t have to worry about the tip.
Thank you for linking that page, that was an interesting read
Hey I just did it so I wouldn’t flunk 😭 I dropped out so I never worked for some bomb company
I’m fucking stressing, my hours have been cut down so hard that one day being missing (respiratory infection, went to the doctor for it) is literally cutting out more than half my paycheck 🙃 I’m looking for a new job now, one that’s hopefully closer and somewhere near off the bus line, but until then I’m gonna be struggling off $250 a week with $150 of that going to rent.
suicidal ideation
Part of me says the only reason I tried killing myself a few months ago was because I was drunk, but then I get sober and come back to this world and I’m not sure me being drunk was the only reason. I feel like so many people would be better off if I wasn’t draining resources off them because I never have insurance long enough to get on disability.
Thank you
High doses make me panic like crazy, low doses just make me really good at math. I would never macrodose anywhere close to a test, but goddamn if my math wasn’t fire when I was microdosing acid. (To be fair I was also using Phenibut at this point, which removes all the anxiety from acid trips)
This wasn’t what I had in mind, but it’s still funny. Yeah, Ayahuasca will literally kill you if you don’t know the drug interactions, MAOI inhibitors ain’t nothing to fuck with.
Almost died taking Ayahuasca once because I had taken Methadone 2 days prior and it caused me to have seizures and hypertensive crisis. (Seriously, if you ever take Ayahuasca, you gotta make sure NOTHING else is in your system. Even weed is iffy, albeit usually fine because it doesn’t act on seratonin) If I wasn’t so well versed in drugs at the time and knew what I had in my stash to take to counter it, I probably would have died that night.
I should probably write a guide on Ayahuasca at some point, too bad my laptop shit out.
Eh, depends on the person and the dose. At high doses, it will fucking fry your brain like nothing else. But there are stories of bands taking acid before shows, or the famous Doc Ellis no-hitter in baseball. It will really make you lock in on certain things.
Irresponsible behavior
I’m a pretty good driver, and have driven on acid a few times back when I did it. I got myself out of some terrible situations in the snow while I was on acid that I don’t think I would have figured out as quickly if I were sober. Like my understanding of physics just clicked instantly and I knew when to hit the gas when instinctually I would have wanted to slam the breaks. I only ever drove when the roads were dead when I was on acid though, so I never dealt with other people being in the mix.
Drugs (relevant to micro dosing)
I will say when I was in school for engineering, I would microdose acid during tests. Probably about 30ugs a time. Made visualizing math a helluva lot easier, I’d go from being a C student to an A student, I was way better at math on acid than sober. If I went back to school I probably wouldn’t do it again because acid and schizophrenia don’t really mix well (shrooms were a different story but that’s besides the point) but I see what the techbros were saying. Was like I could have multiple pages of notes stored in my brain and flip through them casually.
This is why when I was dealing people would trust my math when I was off multiple tabs. For some reason I was just really good at mental math when I was on acid. Wouldn’t trust myself to do anything else on acid, but math was a strong point.
Someone post the Ayahuasca meme
Bump amber whataboutism
Bump amber whataboutism
Horny-ish
Just got into poly dating after being monogamous for a long time and it’s been nothing but good times so far. Like you’re telling me I can have a hot goth GF and a casual partner and they know about each other and shit isn’t hitting the fan? I have my pick of beautiful people to get dommed by and cuddle with and I enjoy spending time with all of them.
Turns out being sober brings me pretty cool things
Happy for you friend!