I’m totally fine with marriage and living in the suburbs being a thing of the past

man every few weeks i check rateyourmusic to see if there actually are some contemporary artists out there worth giving a shit about and every time i listen to anything rated high from the last five years and man im telling you the kids are not alright

edit: genuinely seems the only way to actually find good music nowadays is to check out label catalogues

Being poor is the absence of absence. You have nothing, but even that nothing isn’t there in place of something that someone else would have. It’s just pure nothingness.

Basically very single person in my neighborhood could disappear and I probably wouldn’t notice.

I need a partner just to have somebody who could inform my friends if I died.

Do you truly not get what I’m saying? Ok let me put this like this.

2023 we’re making dumb jokes

2025 Gaza is being genocided were making the same dumb jokes we’ve made in 2023

2027 every Palestinian in Gaza is dead we are still making the same dumb jokes we’ve made in 2023

We should be posting different. There should be something different but we’re posting like things are still the same.

I have one singular good friend here in this city (and like five good friends I semi regularly do stuff with in the country and a handful of friends I see once a year maybe).

I’ve known her for three years now and I’ve already talked to her about what kind of friendship I’d like (more regular hangouts, maybe at her or my place, cooking together, that kind of stuff) and I’ve visited her place once (which was very cool) but since then we’ve met maybe once every two weeks at best. I try to be the best friend I can but it just isn’t good enough. We talk about our feelings, I listen to her, I make space for her, always try to make her feel comfortable without any pressure. We do fun stuff, I genuinely can’t believe she has more fun when she is with any other friend. And it still doesn’t matter, this is a “go to the movies once every two weeks friendship” and nothing else. It can never be anything else. It can never become love or companionship or anything else. I wrote her two days ago about something and we chatted a bit and then I asked her how she was doing and now she hasn’t answered in two days and i don’t know why this bothers me this much why can’t we have the type of friendship that is freeflowing and doesn’t feel forced and choppy. I wanna set my life straight for her but the world won’t let me. Love is supposed to transcend this shit but capitalism has forced us all to kill our hearts and to turn into fully rational beings every moment of our life’s. I didn’t feel like this until a few months ago. I don’t want to feel like this. She is such a good person and she’s not evil she just overworked and I’m sure she’ll reply but goddamn every time I look at my phone it feels like she is ignoring me. And if she ever finds another guy she’ll just have even less time for me. I wish I was sexy I’d love to be sexy for her I want her to want me like I want her or for anybody to ever want me. I feel like there’s a version of me that’s just one percent different that she’d fall in love with instantly but I just don’t get the chance to ever become that person. Every day the world becomes a more loveless hopeless place. I just want a bit of romance and love and I’ll never ask for anything else ever again

I’m not blaming this website for the genocide. I’m blaming this website for normalizing it. They’re gonna kill two million people and we’re all just going to keep posting the same jokes day after day after day

Nah we should post differently because we all love in the greatest possible tragedy. But nah let’s all keep telling the same fucking jokes and talk more about Star Trek and shitty superhero movies and podcast gossip

I’m so lonely I just want to fucking die. Nothing truly bad ever happened to me. I’m just poor white cishet guy with poor parents and who is too stupid to just kill his soul. I’ve spent the last ten years at college studying because the subject interested me. I’ve moved to a new city three years ago and all the friendships I have made have been paperthin. I want deep friendships that last long. I want to hang out with people. I want to listen to music with people. I’ve written about this dozens of times. It’s completely impossible to connect with anybody in a meaningful way. Everyone is always moving away. If I can’t have meaningful relationships with people when working ten hours a week how am I going to have them when I work forty hours a week. I’m such a privileged little baby I don’t deserve to live.

If i can’t live in a society or a community or a friend group I want a partner. But nobody has wanted me in ten years and even at my most social and outgoing nobody wanted me. I just want there to be another human being next to me when I go to sleep and when I wake up. But because I don’t have pheromones or some shit I’ll just never have any chance of anyone ever loving me. There’s openremoveds out there on their fifth marriage but nobody ever wanted me.

I do not want to go through life alone.

Thirty fucking years of life and there’s just nothing to tell I’ve got hobbies I read I do all the shit that one is supposed to do. I go to therapy nothing helps there’s no one around me I do not want to live like this.

What kind of social über mensch do I need to be to not be so desperately lonely. I just need money

I searched three fucking years for a new place, found one a few months ago and now there’s a free room in this apartment and we’ve been searching for someone new and nobody wants the room. It’s like ridiculously cheap too. Nobody wants to live the life I live and I’m no longer sure I actually want it

Yes to both

Actually men: I’m lonely I’m gonna kill myself

You all should post better

Nah we should just post slightly differently maybe we could post more serious or more funny or anything else instead of just posting the same slop again and again and again as Palestinians get murderer and murdered and murdered

Yeah maybe coping ain’t healthy

18k dead children and we post and post and post the same. One day Palestine will be gone and we’ll continue posting the same shit.

Hideo kojima will never make game without gun. This is because he is a hack

This website is depressing as shit. Two years of genocide and all we do is post shitty unfunny memes and suck our own cocks. Fuck

There are hundreds if not thousands of studies showing that loneliness is on the rise especially under younger people and frankly I don’t fucking know what kind of privileged asshole one would need to be to not notice this.

Also no fucking clue what kind of communist one could be to not know that capitalism causes social decay, alienation and severs the connection between people and their environment.

This is basic shit and just going “oh it’s just incels” is some real lib shit.