I am so sorry, but I need to vent, and the only person I manage to talk to has disappeared with no notice (probably just overwhelmed with life stuff but I hope they’re okay. I’m worried.)

I am in overwhelming pain. My chronic intractable pain has been so much worse lately. Probably at least partially due to stress because everything is fucked. I can’t afford my next pain medicine refill, and I’m nearly out, and the friend that disappeared usually helps me cover it. I’m disabled and can’t work and have literally no money. So I’m just fucked. Even WITH the meds, I’ve been struggling to handle the pain and it’s scary. I genuinely don’t know how I’m going to survive without any kind of pain control. Not to mention the withdrawal. I am scared. I am scared I am going to get overstimulated and overwhelmed from the pain that I go all stereotypical autistic meltdown and shutdown and bash my fists into my head and hurt myself, and I feel ashamed and weak that I can’t just deal with it like a normal person. I don’t know what to do. I’m so stressed and in pain and anxious I’m dealing with dissociation, depersonalization, derealization way more often than usual. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how I’m going to survive. I don’t know. I’m fucking scared, I can’t take this pain. I’m sorry for whining and being weak especially when so many have it so much worse than me. I don’t even know if this makes sense. I can’t think 'cause I’m in too much fucking pain!!! I am scared and I am so fucked AAAAAAAAAAAA.

I love these pictures! Such pretty birdies. <3 Thank you for sharing them with us :)

I definitely agree that there should be more consequences (or at least higher fines,) but I’m glad they’re doing SOMETHING! I wish we had something like that here in awful Oklahoma. (I know, it’d never happen, but I can dream!)

Thanks, I appreciate that a lot! 💖

I LOVE these pictures! I’ve been loving all of them that you’ve posted. Such lil cuties! I’m glad the lil family seems to be doing well. Looks like you have an awesome little garden with beautiful flowers, and the wildlife and pollinators clearly love it, too! It makes me happy. :) Thank you so much for sharing with us and repeatedly brightening my day!

God dammit. I’m so tired.

I think it would be really cool to see some solid Beehaw merch out there! I loved the previous cute little cowboy bee with the cowboy hat, but I don’t know if that’s an option. I love a cutsie lil round bumbly bee with a cowboy hat!!! The shirt in your post is also very cute! Bee cool! 🐝💕

But… To be clear, there’s no way in hell I’d ever be able to afford any merch, since my health issues and disabilities keep me from being able to work and earn money, so don’t give my opinions much attention 😆

I love it! Well done. 🤘💜

How cool! That material sounds awesome and I love that it’s compostable at home. Looks like you did a great job. Thank you for sharing, this is neat!

This is a good idea. I hope it helps somehow, buuuut… I live near one of these, and I don’t have much hope. The brainwashing and propaganda and lifelong indoctrination is too strong. It’s stil extremelyl important to try, though. Even if it wakes up a single person to the truths of the situation, that’s a positive.

HOOOW CUUUUUTE! Oh my goodness, I love these pictures. They’re so precious! This put a badly-needed bright spot in my awful day – thank you for sharing these with us! :)

Ooh, thank you for linking this! I’m not able to finish reading it right now, but I’ve really enjoyed what I’ve read so far. It sounds like our brains work similarly, lol:

The result is something I adamantly do not want to interact with. I do not want to be exposed to LLM output at any time. It’s noise, and I feel like I get a little dumber every time I accidentally start reading it. My brain is already a bit glitchy, and I really cannot afford to have it work even more less good.

Big, big same.

Anywho, I’m hoping that I’ll remember to come back and finish reading it when I can. 😅 Thank you for sharing it with us! :)

That’s super cool. I love that stuff like this exists! (But I hate that it has to…) Thank you for sharing it here. :)

How cute! This is such a well-done, pretty photo. Thank you for sharing it with us! :)

Beautiful photos! :) Thanks for sharing them with us. I hope you enjoyed your time with nature!

Then you’re kicking ass at life, that’s what.

I don’t have anything to ask, just wanted to say you have a beautiful heart and I hope it all goes well for the both of you! 💖

Yess, I love this!! Back when I had a scanner, I looooved scanning random shit like this out of boredom! My favorite thing was to really smush my face into the glass and scan that, sometimes moving it around or making deranged faces while I did. I hope I still have some of those files backed up somewhere!

I always tried to get my cat to get on it, but the light, movement, and sound of the mechanism starting a scan would always make her get up to investigate what the fuck was happening, lol.

How cool!! :D Thanks for sharing this with us here! I hadn’t heard of or seen this one yet.

Holy cow! That’s even more impressive with the picture. What a mighty lil plant!