If it is on a thumb drive then probably not lol, these things are more fragile than a Redditor

One person wakes up at 11:00 AM when the sun is at the highest to do absolutely nothing besides a walk in the park and spending their neet bucks in Starbucks

Second person wakes up at 6 AM when it is cold outside, and works hard whole day to pursue their dreams.

Why not? Can’t they take a bit of criticism? You post something on the web you must be ready for spiciness.

Who else am I gonna blame? I have such a rule I keep to that it is never my fault.

Unless you successfully prove it. Why would I weaken my position right at the start? Maybe they will make another recipe specifically for you. Nothing to lose

Yes

It’s better to fail while experimenting like this than to keep rigid to the recipe and produce stale results

Add some random shit to the recipe and see what happens, who knows maybe you will invent next sliced bread

If it fails there’s nothing that a strong drink wouldn’t deal with

Like mayo with strawberries turns out it is as bad as it sounds but you would never know for sure till you tried. Are you just gonna obediently take somebody’s word for it?

Yeah I guess but why not just burn them all to the ground instead? That’s doubly tempting. They will have to get therapy to adjust to a world with me after I am finished. Why not go this way instead?

Why do I need to go instead of them? I want to traumatise them

I am not a fucking victim here, they are the victims

I swear one funny look one more time and I am going to beat the shit out of someone, cameras or not something will break and I won’t control myself anymore.

Shit I know exactly what are my problems, like I probably have all the extensive library of browser bookmarks on mental health relating to my stuff.

The main main problem is inability to cope with some trans related things

I won’t come out to the world in a sorry state I am in

Wait, I promise I am not. It’s just maybe that my stuff is different than what you want from life and hence your perceived notion of shitposting?

Still I will enjoy it because honestly despite all my obstacles I do enjoy life in its various aspects. Even if to watch a favorite tv show before sleep, go to the nature or immerse yourself in your hobby, these are all very lovely things.

Not to mention the taste of a really fine dish that fills you with happiness ah.
Or the pain of muscles from a day of a honest work.
Smell of the rain on a sunny day.
Even the sadness of departure is something that is pure and cleansing ultimately.

Nah I god damn love life. I just think I could love it even more if I had the guts to remove the chains of fear. I could be a queen of life then. Oh I would be a queen of life believe me.
I was born to be one but it was unfortunately taken away from me.
So that I never had the chance to show the real length of my wings and frankly quite wonderful things I am capable of if I put myself to them.
I have capacity for great achievements and extraordinary since childhood but I waste potential with some stuff that shouldn’t even be a problem in the first place. And it wouldn’t be if not for some… external factors. I just need to soar in the air once more as is my right.

I am 100% honest why does it sound like shitposting? This is what I dream of in life

I don’t know, what do you dream of then?

I really really would love to go on a boat to the ocean and all the water around you, I love water

I don’t need money to accomplish what? What I would want to accomplish actually… Well I want some nice ranch hobbit like house for once and then some nice garden but thats just one of them houses. And also some kind of nice boat

I want to have voyages on the ocean on a boat. Like self sufficient boat

I want to live in the New Zealand with a nice view maybe

That all sounds like lots of money required to me. I mean this is the things I really would enjoy in life

My port would be in New Zealand and my house too, at least one of them

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yah I probably have lots of them mental health pokemons

thats why its so scary to go

like you know teeth repair is less scary than extraction or jaw surgery

no need to be so judgy tho my bro, we all have stuff more or less.
such is the human condition

why do I really need one tho, I am curious what is that you spotted that made you feel like it

its just such a non telling comment - go to therapy. why, what’s wrong, what made you uneasy?

thank you, sincerely, this is very helpful comment and something that I don’t feel like maybe I deserve omggg I need to work on that lol

Why not someone making a nice comment, take it and appreciate it

I will pick some therapist tomorrow and we will see what kind of shit will come up, I bet it will feel fucking terrible

I think people will hate me tbh, that’s why I don’t join clubs or stuff like that

Not even discord servers. Not even talking to similar people or within the group that should like me cause if they hate me that would be crushing if you know what I mean

Hence I often get to know people who already hate me like alt right or some bullies, toxic ppl, because that is… less risky? Somehow. I don’t truly care about them so if they hate me this feels like nothing. but if someone who I really look up to would hate me… well, that would be rather extremely painful

Actually that would probably make me hate them psychotically as a some kind of subjective defense of identity. And what is understood by me as ‘hate’ is very sensitive. Merely sideways stare that I would interpret too much will make me go off to some deep end (but only if it is from someone in some group that I should belong to)

If it is some aggressive looking, young male with bald head and ugly stare then I will just feel like on a safari and see the dangerous wildlife that should be avoided. Scary of course, adrenaline going but not something that lasts in my mind

I am not afraid of wolves or tigers. But what I am afraid of is a woman that will thrust a knife in my heart and kill it

I don’t have any friends whatsoever since like 10 years tbh and honestly never had one. Just acquaintances and frenemies but right now I haven’t talked to anyone except family since years I think

So I guess my ways of communicating may be a bit strange and look like trolling when they are honest and there is no ill intent or malice

I like to talk online sometimes and have responses I can interact with. All cool I hope my bro take care 🥰 and chill

No I just want to talk, there is no malice nor ill intent

No I don’t want fear. I don’t want to feel fear ever again. Whatever it takes to do that I will do

Fear is a prison

I need to somehow crush that fearful part of me and kill it because it is broken

Okay I am afraid to come there to therapist actually first so maybe let’s start with that part

I want money and want to have a mindset that will allow for a swift and easy accumulation of it so then I don’t need it anymore and can focus on higher luxuries such as some kind of abstract ethics or whatever

If that means being an asshole for some time then it’s okay as long as it is helping me achieve this minimum monetary security