Every trans person’s journey is their own, and ultimately it’s about pursuing what brings you, in your life, joy. I don’t believe in your god, but I did for a long time, so I understand a lot about christian doctrine, and I genuinely don’t think there’s any conflict between being trans and being a christian. However, I would posit this: “Biological Sex” is not a nice clean binary, and understanding of it based on the assumption that it is, is flawed. I would encourage you to stand up for your boundaries, for the name and pronouns you want to be called, those aren’t lies. Your happiness is more important than other people’s flawed views of gender and sex.
I live in an area know for having some of the better public transport in the states. My drive to work is about 25 minutes. I can bus to work, but it takes almost three hours and three separate busses, and then I cannot bus home after work.