This is very close to true after a few years or maybe people who take hrt before puberty but generally most teenagers shouldnt be doing full dose hrt imo. A mild dose it better, it gives them flexability to go either way later in life.
Also there are a few advantages males who have had tedtoterone are going to have, like wider shoulders, denser bones and stuff. Im not against it but its a hard sell for most. Around 2/3rds of americans are against it.
Sounds to me like you are just a normal human being. I use the label nonbinary although i identify more with the female side. The reason all these terms are so confusing to you is that unlike most people you thought about what you gender actually in more then 5 minutes and are not a liar. Gender as most define it today is mostly a bunch of made up nonsense that men came up with to somehow think of themselves as being superiour to women. Since women traditionally gave birth and raised children, took care of the house, did most of the actual work, men had to come up with all these ridiculous reasons for why they were important or needed. Its mainly boils down to men need to exist to protect familes from, wait for it, other men. So yes, problem, reaction, solution. Men are themselves the solution to problems they themselves create. The zame way men today conspire withceach other to pretend like they are going to nuke the world so they can steal all the valuable property without actually working for it. How else could they claim to be the head of the household and only the ones who could rightfully keep property, and the only ones who could inherit anything, or set the rules, or keep women as captives inside of marriage without coming up with this whole mythology of gender?
You aren’t crazy gender is only peoples biological sex in the strict and ancient sense of the word. You could have boobs and wear a dress and makeup and still be a man, it doesnt make you less of a man, in fact it probably makes you nore of a man, not that you have or should identify that way, just that most of what people call gender is stupid made up nonsense. Religion is also full of this nonsense. Just identify how you like, man woman, nonbinary, or fluid, dont argue or try to explain yourself to people who dont care about what you have to say anyways, and only seek to reaffirm their own hate and stupid biases. You are just a perfectly normal person and since gender is mostly made up there is no reason to play into their dumb little paradigm. Just be yourself and identify with what you feel or identify with nothing at all. Whats important is you are happy and living your life in a way that makes you happy.