Oh damn I’m the same way, but female. I just figured it was all the body trauma from my body betraying me by bleeding everywhere, forced pelvic exams to get birth control, chronic pelvic pain and compulsory sex.

I just want to do what I want to do, which doesn’t involve bleeding out so I can go swimming, being able to enjoy sex without fear of UTI or pregnancy, and just being allowed to exist like before puberty when I felt like a human.

I don’t care what pronouns people use for me. I’d transition as an excuse to get rid of these cursed organs. I don’t really care how people perceive me.

I think it’s a type of agender called cassgender, when you just don’t care.

In my case though I don’t know if it’s because the trauma has made me entirely disconnect from all that and just left me indifferent.