I wish I felt alive inside anymore, I’ve felt cold and dead and hopeless for years now. I tried that and it was like trying to talk the grand canyon into filling itself in
I’ve read Lenin, and tried using his methods and analysis to take targeted action based on my local material conditions and consciousness, but I’m not strong enough to keep trying and trying while accomplishing nothing, and my knowledge of Lenin just makes it so I see all around me what I am too weak to engage in
I don’t remember how to have revolutionary optimism
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I wish I felt alive inside anymore, I’ve felt cold and dead and hopeless for years now. I tried that and it was like trying to talk the grand canyon into filling itself in
I’ve read Lenin, and tried using his methods and analysis to take targeted action based on my local material conditions and consciousness, but I’m not strong enough to keep trying and trying while accomplishing nothing, and my knowledge of Lenin just makes it so I see all around me what I am too weak to engage in
I don’t remember how to have revolutionary optimism
And I feel ashamed that I don’t even try anymore
Join an org. An individual does not a vanguard party make
I was in an org for years I wasn’t just on a street corner with a sign saying its the end of days