• BironyPoisoned [none/use name]@hexbear.net
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    1. Tons
    2. Sometimes, but mostly in combination with 3.
    3. Yeah

    I do dark room practice and can generate 3d structures at will even if they’re a bit primitive. I’m also able to evoke certain spirits but I’m unsure if that’s in a Jungian collective unconscious way or if they’re separate entities.

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        Depends on the purpose but for the most part I focus inwards to unravel the layers of the self. My awareness flows from existing as I present myself, then to my thoughts and mental feelings, then to the physical sensations, and then finally to nothing at all. It’s not a formal technique but I did most of my learning from Buddhist teachers.

        From there, I get visual hallucinations quite easily and can manipulate the colors/energy into more complex shapes. I suppose my practices are less about affecting the material world as they are about understanding my mental world.