And I don’t mean metaphorically tired, like physically tired. I feel like since Trump took office the amount of mental load consumed by his antics (edit: fascism in general) has physically worn me down. I used to have energy to exercise, do hobbies, or like even yardwork. Now all I want to do is lay in bed. I even have a hard time spending time with my family and friends. Luckily I am still engaged and productive at work, but that’s the only time I feel good which is not what I want out of life.
I probably should just up my antidepressants and log off
Yeah it’s really hard when I know I’m not even doing anything much to help improve the situation. I’ve been in a limbo of spending as much time trying to find a job, so I can give to good causes and trying to reduce my own spending as much as possible, but so hard to find something these days. I won’t give up tho’ and keep trying.