I find myself doing this whenever I explain anything even slightly complicated nowadays. Well, for some reason if I have a bit of pressure on me and it’s something more official/I’m talking to someone I don’t trust much I lock in and explain things fairly well. But just in a call with friends and I have to explain my idea for a UI component or some historical event? I get in my own head really hard and find it difficult to really put the explanation into words. Maybe it’s because I want to talk the way I write, but I already write in a pretty confusing way sometimes.